Ini sangat cantik....

Haha.. The Fray are truly awesome!! I wondered if they went tops with their previous album which was How to Save a life.. But hell no!! They're just awesome... Haha... Check out their new songs..

This one is called Never Say Never... Chun-ted....




This one is called Syndicate... This one's nice....



Next Single... Probably the one I like the least... Haha..



A lil bit of country music now.... haha.. Rascal Flatts-My Wish.. This one is really nice too... Lol...

My Wish Rascal Flatts

Just came back from futsal, I don't think i'll be able to online tonight coz my dad will be using the laptop.. I heard Manu won 5-0.. Maybe its time to throw in the towel with my hopes for Liverpool la.. Haihh... Anyways futsal was kinda fun today, accept for the part where the ball hit the swollen part of my leg... It swell last Saturday, when I played a match with Josiah and gang... Something happened and he just ran into me and kicked my leg instead of the ball... painful right??? Haha... But then I didn'd feel any pain after that at all la.. even when I was playing today I couldn't feel any pain.. I swear.. Until Ashley blasted the ball and I blocked it... Too bad it hit the very same part.. Weird thing was, I felt the pain a few seconds later.... =.= Kinda weird but nevermind.... Then after futsal.. They were playing Love Story on the radio in Arena... So Qusai and I got excited la... Prathab can whistle the tune of the song summore.. dahsyat dei... I cant even whistle... T.T

Lol.. Then was talking stories and Prathab was boasting about knocking down his taekwondo instructor.. It was funny as hell... Haha.. It seemed that he was paired to fight with his instructor.. And when the instructor was told about this, he gave a fucked up reaction.. You know.. The kind of reaction you give when you take things easily? So he obviously taught Prathab was a piece of cake... But then Prathab also told me it was a light spar or something like that.. Which means.. Its light... With soft kicks and soft stunts and all... But this instructor kononya wanna tunjuk lagak... Started to get serious with Prathab.. Egoistic bastard... Haha.. So Prathab tak puas la.. He said he did a backswing or backtrust or whatever u call it... (I forgot xD) And knocked out his instructor... Haha.. Wth.. And it seemed that dude took quite a while to get back on his feet... One of those stories man.. Haha.. Serves him right for his arrogance... And to add to the embarasement.. All the small kidos were laughing it seems... Haha.. So never underestimate Prathab, he may be skinny, but his kicks.. .Whoosh.. Hahaha.... It was hilarious babeh....

I've been active in blogging lately, been updating almost everyday.. Haha...

Run

My dad is funny... Haha.. Wth.. He's so concerned for his stupid old laptop!! This is rubbish la.. This laptop I mean.. He says there are so many "priceless" things inside.. But I dont bother to actually ransack his laptop and find out what does he mean by priceless stuff... Most probably his accounting stuffs from the past.. Lolz.. He's such a pro in accounting until he became the finance director in some big time company earning multi bucks... Then some stupid fucked up company took over my dad's company so he lost his job.. T.T.. So my family basically have been "kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang-ing" for the past 4 years.... Coz my dad failed to find a new job coz of his age so he basically just helps out at my uncle's office..

Why on earth was I talking bout my dad? I dont know... Anyways.... I heard Leona Lewis on radio today.. She said hi... Nah just joking... She released a new single called run... SHE FREAKING COPIED SNOW PATROL'S SONG!!! Daughter of ...............
Just because of her awesome voice.. people say that her version is much nicer.. But come on la... Gary from Snow Patrol is also a great singer but his genre of music don't really appeal to many... And at least he has the brains to actually write such a great song.. And composing it... Leona is lucky coz her voice was gifted by god.... Anyways.. Check them out... The different versions...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lL1rcRbGDw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcpWQC9prm0

Broken

Haha, my dad's laptop is a piece of rubbish xD.... Its so boring... No songs.. T.T.. So i'll just have to stream the songs in youtube... Currently listening to an emo number by Lifehouse... It's called Broken... Very-the-emo... I read the comments and some said they played this song during funerals... Swt.. Some say they cry when they listen to this song... So that means this song is some tear generator... K la... I know that was lame xD

I'm stuck at home today, thinking of going out somewhere later... maybe to padang or something like that...

I'm pathetic... How can I love it so much?? With the knowledge that I'll never get it .... But I still have such strong feelings towards it... T.T... I want it badly... There's nothing else which is better than it... How long will it last?? Everytime I think about it, it makes me go all emo.... WHY????!?! Isn't it just so stupid and immature??? So damn painful... More painful than heart attack... Haha.. That's what they call a broken heart... Heart attack its like.. the heart just got attacked.. Nothing else.. Broken heart is like.. The heart broke.. Just imagine.. Someone taking a knive and tearing apart and breaking your heart... Swt.. I'm gonna crap all day long.. So i'll cut it short... It seriously time to move on... I'll just have to think that "it" is too expensive to afford... But the painful truth in the end is... It will never be mine... Never in this lifetime
.............................................................. I need it........................................................................

You'll always be there....

The man who can't be moved

It's time.... Forget it Jana... Just freaking forget it.. It'll never happen... Never in this lifetime... Never... You should stop living in your fantasy world and wake up to reality.... Who's gonna wake you up?? Even I don't know yet.... But you will get awaken someday... So don't worry about it... Dont have a heavy heart... Don't go all speechless or emo.... Be happy... Happy with what you have....

How can I move on?? There's something special which keeps me there... Stuck to it... An unbreakable bond... It's ridiculous.. It's pathetic... I know... What to do... I'm such a loser... LOSER... Hopeless... People who see me with my friends might think I'm the happiest person on earth.. But no.... I'm not... I just get retarded and enjoy the time with my friends as much as possible.. Coz besides them, there's no one else.... I'm happy to have a friend like him... If I was gay, he'll be the special one.......... Lolz... I love this particular drug.. I'll keep on taking it even though it destroys me mentally...

Dont mind that, it was just me and my inner conciousness.... You know, that guy who speaks inside my head??? Yeah.. that guy.... Haha...ANYWAYS

Today was first day of CNY so happy CNY guys!! Haha, I woke up around 1.30... Totally forgot that Sam invited me to his house... So I got up, a while later I remembered so I went to his house la... Saw Pravin there.. He and his big glasses... Haha... Then played with Sam's new acoustic guitar... Then somehow we became horny and started to crap... But nevermind that...
Later on in the night Serlin called me to her house so went la... Babi punya Sam tak datang... KNN.... So went there, became a really really good boy... Haha.. Very quite la dat means.... What'd you expect?? Go there and become loose among girls who I don't know?? Later they think I lose (retard in indian) But then I met this random whacko dude named Ivan... Whacko guy I tell you... Haha... nice fella though... Then they started to teach me how to gamble... I am blurr as hell..... xD

Well thats all I guess....... Oh and btw, my comp's power cable is broken so I'll be using my dad's laptop... Which I'm not supposed to.. Coz he doesn't like anyone else using it... So I'll try my best to sneakily use it.. xP And my guitar teacher actually is a lecturer in UM.. Haha.. WTH.... Ivan told me that...We learn from the same guy but in different places...

Anyways I have this one particular friend...He's such a great and awesome friend... Asshole... Why didn't you born as a girl?? Wouldn't it have been much much better?? Haihzzz.... What a miss... Go change your sexuality la.. Haha... He's the type of friend that'll always back you up and never betray you... and I'm confident with my statement.... He's great... If ever one day he proves me wrong... I'll be willing to kill myself xD..... If only he was a girl.... Haha... Who is HE?? Sorry cant tell.... xD

Updating Time!!

Well, I usually update my blog right at the end of weekdays, well I guess the trend stays for another week... :P Well it's been quite a busy week actually.. With cross country and add maths T.T
Add maths finally got confusing!! Haha, it's like, I was waiting for the bomb to drop (no offence Burhan) and in the end it did when we reached composite functions... Ah who cares xD

Today we had our "cross country"... My number was 4010... No not my overall ranking... The number which I had to pin to my t-shirt.. ANYWAYS, I finished in 25 th :( kinda dissapointed... Top twenty got prizes... Haihh... It's like... At first I was running with Kang Li and Chan... Then I continued without them after they wanted to stop for a breather... So I continued la... With no form 4's in sight, I taught I was quite far ahead...So I stopped and walked for quite a while... I guess I was wrong... Misjudgement leading to dissapointing results T.T.... Next year'll be my last year cross country-ing (unless I go for form 6) and I really want to get that freaking trophy!! I and Kang Li already bertaubat... He said next year we run together, and get number 19 and 20... Haha... What the hell...

Next up, Ricardo deSouza Santos, or better known as Kaka,

Okay this guy above is worth, hold your breath, a STAGGERING 250 MILLION POUNDS!! or 400 MILLION DOLLARS!! or or 1.4 BILLION RINGGIT!!!

Isn't it just ridiculous that you pay that much for a guy who does nothing but kick a ball? Lol, I myself, an ardent football fan, do not think that much of money is worth being spent on a footballer.... And I read these interesting statistics in the papers... It is believed that The UN(United Nations) can actually afford 500 million meals with that amount of money to feed the poor and hunger stricken people in Africa... Under some food scheme.... Haha... WTH.. And the most interesting part is... Kaka is an ambassador for that scheme!! (Sorry, forgot the name of it xP)

What the heck... Haha... Anyways, I always have this sense of loneliness in me since I'm like.. The only kid in my house... Haih.... I sometimes even wonder what's the use of having two siblings when I can't live with either one of them... I hate God for what he did to me in this matter xP.... Well, sometimes my parents can be really really funny.... Haha... Few days ago after my physics class, Akon's song was playing on the radio and I think it's the song which goes something like na na na?? My mum said that the singer sounds like Sudirman =.= (A classic Malay singer, during my parents' age) And she started singing some Sudirman song... HAHAHAHA!!!

And just now, while I was upstairs infront of my computer, my dad called me (He was downstairs =.=")... The conversation went something like this:

Dad: Where are you?
Me: At home?
Dad: Where are you la boy?
Me: At home? Where are you?

*Dad passes the phone to mum*

Mum: Boy, what are you doing?
Me: HARH?? I'm at home la!! This is not boy la!! This is Jana boy, boy at Indon la ma....

Btw, BOY is my brother.....
Then my mum started laughing and hung up the phone... Lol... What the hell... My parents called MY handphone instead of calling my bro.... HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

This post is longer than i taught it would be xP Lookin forward to futsal 2moro... And the whole of next week!! xD Although I should be studying coz I'm lost in so many subjects..... Ah who cares... xD

Unbelievable

Am I okay?? Why am I listening to Taylor Swift??? How can I actually like her song??

I'm fine... I guess... xD

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.... You'll be the prince and I'll be your princess... It's a love story baby just say yes xD

Kk enuf... This gayness is getting into me... xP