Bought firecrackers just now. HAHAHA darn fun weh. Poke inside cat's ass! awesomeshitzz!! Don't know what else crappy stuff we're gonna do this Friday night. HAHAHAHA.

My birthday was dull. LOL. It seemed like any other ordinary day except that I sms-ed throughout the day. The first to wish me was maha I guess, and it was by pure coincidence la. It all started when someone messaged divya telling her that I changed my number. Actually who they meant was, divya's transport lady who's name is also Jana. Swt, so Maha actually messaged that lady and started scolding her thinking it was me cause she thought I didn't inform her I changed my number. LOL LOL! So she was like messaging me telling me the story all the way up to 12 am and ended up being the first to wish and Miss Canny Lee Kern Yeung was the last to wish. xP I skipped school today... xD School is like dam fucked up these days la, might as well just stay at home right? Anyways the new official music video for I Wanna was released yesterday! 13th of October! HAHAHAA! Check it out, it's preety cool =)They were promoting LG kao kao! xD

Do you know what it feels like, loving someone, who's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like, to be the last one, to know the lock for your door has changed?
Do you know how it feels? You don't know how it feels.

Meaningful lyrics =)

Fuck this song lah

See I don't, know why, I liked you so much, I gave you all, of my trust,
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drain, you put me through pain,
I wanna let you know how I feel,

Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack, fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back

You thought, you could, keep this shit from, you burnt bitch, I heard the story,
You played me, you even gave em' hand, now you're asking for me back,
You are just another act, look elsewhere cause you're done with me

You questioned, did I care? You can ask anyone, I even said you were my great one,
Now it's, over, but I do admit I'm sad, it hurts real bad, I can't sweat that cause I loved a hoe

Shit weh, I'm getting more and more obsessed with it already. I just need to get it out of my freaking mind!! Just for these next few weeks at least!! ARghhhh... shit shit shit!!! Someone please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I just post up stuffs in my blog to let go what I feel, only to delete it after a few minutes. LOL! So don't be surprised if you see some stupid weird post which got deleted after a while. I don't want the world to know about my feelings all okay... LOL... Maybe I should create a private blog and rant there? LOL... Anyways, I heard this new song by Kris Allen, it's called Live Like We're Dying. My first thought on the song, it sounded a lot like The Script. So I wondered whether they wrote it for him or what since they're such a good band, and it turned out, that song actually BELONGS to them. LOL. It's an awesome song which carries a heavy meaning with it la. It seems that The Script recorded the song but they didn't release it as a single, it's not even on their regular album. So Kris Allen heard it and decided to actually buy it off them. How cool. LOL.

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Jalan ini kan membantu, hari esok siapa yang tahu?
Kata ibu, dengar sahaja, cerita hanya kita berdua.

Ku amat merinduikan mu,
Ingin ku ulang ke masa dulu =(

Arghhh dam sad la, my comp sent to repair, and there's a high possibility I might lose everything in it. My songs! T.T The songs I've donwloaded are like my most important assets okay? Sigh, I've lost so many things before, but I can't lose my songs! There are nearly 2000 songs in my pc! Fuck la, seriously, fuck everything! Oh and I tried studying today, LOL! Not that succesful though, but I fail to concentrate, to many things occupy my head. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!! T.T