This is so darn fun! xD

Something is seriously wrong with Tyson(the lead singer) Hahaha, he often gets high during "I wanna" and god knows why. =.= But this is so dam fun la! HAHAHAHA

Built To Last

Something about this song, which makes me smile, and I just don't know what. Maybe it's the tune, or maybe it's the lyrics. I don't know, I just like this song. =)





I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

Hey now, you're an all star, get your game on, go play.
Hey now, you're a rock star, get the show on, get paid.
All that glitters is gold, only shooting stars break the mold. =)

I wish I can stab you, rip you apart, cut your body into several pieces, and dump it roadside..... Bitch......

It surprises me, although we suck, people still want us to perform. At times I feel there are too many gigs. We have four in the next five weeks? Hahaha, we rarely practice, and we don't take it seriously at all, but somehow things turn out differently. Hahahaha, but for me music is a way we can push everything aside, some sorta getaway from my everyday life. So, I shall continue. =)

Concept Unwritten! xD

I wonder how he sings like that :S

This place is so weird

OMGEEEEEE, I never thought that there was so much evil in you..... Seriously, I'm speechless, I feel so stupified wehh! Oh myyyy.... people out there, never trust anyone easily...... seriously... I'm just lost for words... And to "someone" , I cant put your name here, but really really thanks for telling me... I deserve to know the truth..... so yeah thanks A LOT. People are so damn weird..... Sighhhh... Never thought it would end up this way....

Oh yeah before I go, ACS-ians are racist. =) Wanna know why? Go see my past two facebook status and read the comments. xD

It's time for me to realise that I'm just not good enough. I should've realised it earlier, it happened twice before this anyways, as the third occasion looks to be completed. There's deficiency in every single aspect of me, a flaw. I will never be the right person.........

Lolz, the pain in the muscle under my knee is killing me. Sighh, had fun playing futsal today, nithia kept falling down, which was effing hillarious. Hahaha, and I got tired after 20 minutes of playin? Like wteff lah, I'm seriously concerned now. I lost my stamina. A lot. I want to get the good old healthy me back. Well, I used to jog almost everday last time, but this year it's been very different. I have tuitions in the evenings and most of the time I'll be tired. I don't even play pj these days, well partly cause I'm lazy lah... Rather stay in class... xD Ouch, my leg!!! I want to be fit again!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Oh yeah, this is what you call talent.. This guy hear should be famous, not Daddy Yankee or Florida... xD

The mess I made

I always believed in forgiving and forgetting, but after what you did, I felt dissapointed cause you were a close friend of mine. You shouldn't have looked down on me like that, well even if you had felt that way, you should have just kept it to yourself, cause what you mentioned was very hurtful. It'll take some time to forgive and to forget everything that has happened. But I believe that someday everything'll be fine again, plus in another one and half years more, we'll be going our separate ways for sure. So in the meanwhile, we should get together and enjoy, shouldn't we? So let's just hope that things got back to the way they were.

Parachute

Acoustic with a bit of beat-boxing. xD



Okay, I'm currently hooked on this band, and I'm gonna get their album as soon as it comes out. They are called Parachute! xD. Genre : Indie ( My type! xD) Lolz, you guys keep asking me why I listen to some weird genre-ed songs, but it's not weird lah, it's just what I like to listen =) Indie and piano-rock stuffs are always the best. xD

I think I should take a break from guitar and music, and start reading =) Lolz, and I'm doing the most lifeless thing a guy could do, I'm writting my own song. xP, but I can't make it sound catchy, so I needa start reading more xD. Who knows, CU might perform their own song anytime soon. xD.

You're all I have

It's so clear now that you are all that I have, I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have.

You're cinematic, razor sharp, a welcome arrow through the heart. Under your skin feels like home,
electric shocks on aching bones.

There is a darkness deep in you, a frightening magic I cling to. But seriously, you are all I have now. Someone who I can trust, someone who gives me ease. To think that I still have someone, gives me the strength. Well I remember Daniel saying I'm going through of half of what he went through, and another half of what Nicholas went through. His half, he said he had trust issues, and I'm having them now too. I don't know who to, and who not to trust. Nicholas's half, Dan said that Nick was looked down too last year when he got the job, and got picked on, which is exactly what's happening to me right now.

Anyways I went school today. xD. Lolz, and I'm serious. Believe it or not, I actually skipped futsal to go to school. FUTSAL! FUTSAL! FUTSAL!!!! School was crap. After school, I went to badminton cause I felt uncomfortable skipping futsal, I needa keep being active ok and plus, I have not touched my racquet for such a long time, so just taught of playing lah. HAHAHA, went there, then saw Ang, Sy, Wee hou, Evon, Gan and Chan. Badminton was quite fun lah, although I didn play for nearly 8 months. Was quite rusty, well actually VERY rusty lah. But still had fun lah, and I'm on a mission to regain my stamina back. Quite worrying cause last week I became tired quite fast after futsal, well, it's normal for someone who did not exert himself, without any sport activites for more than 3 months. xD.

Once, there was this boy, who used to be quite nerdy, blurr and shy. When he came to form 3, he somehow transformed into someone new. HAHAHAH, and he's still the same till now. His behaviour two years ago was actually more matured than how it is now, he knew how to present himself last time, as a very disciplined boy. Hahaha... So that boy wants to start studying again, and wants to be that smart boy which teachers like, not the new him which teachers quite despise for his lazyness. He once did not bother about the people around him, and now he cares too much. It somehow led him to his own downfall. Luckily he realised it before it was too late.

You want to know who's that boy? It's not me. =)

Anyways I needa start studying already. Hahaha, seriously can't afford to play around anymore. Cause, TEACHERS ARE GONNA MONITOR MY EXAM MARKS. Sighss, and also for my own good lah ofcourse, but teachers butting in, nooooooooot goood. Need to get things settled out, more organized. My exam grades aren't that good. Failed to score a single A during this monthly test, and I'm supposed to be disgusted by that okay if you compare with my exam marks last time. Seriously NOT GOOD. I want the old me back =( Hahaha... Hmmm, only three commitments Jana, only three. Asst Head Prefect, ICC Treasurer, and IU Director. It's nothing much. Things would be much smoother if I had my "friends" co-operating with me, instead of giving me sour faces. Problematic people. Just love to make my life look like a mess.

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you....
You wanna touch me tooooo...
Everyday, but all I have is time.....
Our love's the perfect rhyme/crime? xD

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you...
You wanna touch me tooooo...
Everyway, and when they set me free...
Just put your hands on meeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Addicted to this. HAHAHAH

Yay! They just said they have my bag. Feeling much better and relieved now. Feeling very uncomfortable in my asst head position right now. My friends aren't speaking to me properly. I know I don't deserve this, and I told you people that I didn't want to get myself into this shit, stupid head prefect elections and all, see what did it do to us and our friendships? It's getting worse as I keep finding out who voted for whom. It's seriously awkward lah. I told you ppl time and time again that I didn't want to get into this in the first place. Seriously regret it right now. But I'll be doing my job full-heartedly, no doubts about that. Cause I ain't gonna dissapoint those who actually voted for me.

I know I know, you had contributed much more than me. I know how you feel. But what can I do? I didn't choose myself right? The results are meant to be like that, what can I do about it?
Never knew this thing could cause such a big rift among ourselves. Sighss, as if I'm not burdened enough, I have my inner feelings to consent. All I need to do now is just plug my ears and listen to something.

Oh yeah I forgot, due to my stupidity of just walking and just leaving the clubhouse, I left my bag and my handphone at the Clubhouse, so I lost my handphone, MP3, guitar strap, t-shirt and my water bottle. So please if any of you guys had taken it, I seriously need it back. I'm already stressed enough. I don't want my dad to start nagging at me, I will surely go insane one.

I've seriously lost my mind. Today after the prefect's gathering, I just stood up and walked off. Walked off as in, left the clubhouse, went wandering on the streets, alone at night, I seriously didn't know what was wrong. Was it the environment? Was it the people? I seriously dont know. Problem after problem, they keep coming in like waves. Worst thing was, I nearly got rammed by a car, thank god the driver was wide awake, or you would've met me in hospital. xD. But seriously, what happened to me? Have I lost my mind or what? I had a slight headache so I taught of going to get some fresh air, but somehow I started walking, and continued walking and walking. Am I undergoing severe depression? I don't want to get depressed. Somehow I will lost my senses today. Its seriously getting worrying. I NEVER taught this would happen to me, neither would my friends or parents. And when I came back from my "walk", no one was left there. Waited another 1 hours, went back around 12.30. So sucked up right me? Seriously. I'm being very stupid. Why am I getting depressed? My blog readers would preety sure be like, "Jana is so lame, how serious can his probs be until he can get so depressed"

Try being in my shoes, then you'd know.

Oh yeah, I was elected as Asst. Head Prefect. Seriously unexpected. Thanks guys for putting trust in me and voting for me, I believe I'll be a better person from now on.

Yerrrrr my previous post dam lame lahhhh..... shitz make me look so sissy wehhh... hahaha.... sorry people. The old me is back =) Thanks to YOU. At a time when I taught I had no one to talk to, YOU listened to whatever I had to say. YOU have made me feel so much better. Thank YOU. Hahaha... =)

VillaTorres

The prospect of them playing together already exites me, but will it come true? Hopefully, all they need is the money from Alonso's transfer to Real, 30 million sterling pounds . xD. Imagine, a frontline of Torres and Villa, mouth-watering? More like, a direct ticket to the summit of the Premier League. =) Who needs Alonso? He'll be replaced with Aqualini, a player similar to Alonso. Premier League tittle, here we come. (If we get Villa lah xD)

Random xD

I wish for you on a fallin' star, wonderin' where you are. Do I ever cross your mind, in the warm sunshine? She's from the city of angels, like Betty Davis, James Dean, and Gable. Never knew
what she means to me, I fell for the girl that's on TV.

Shooby-doo-wop and scobby snacks, met a fly girl and i can't relax, the only problem is she's
a movie star. Oh my friends,they won't believe me, if they could only see me at the risk of sounding
cheesy, I think i fell for the girl that's on TV.

The Fray

I've stayed up so late, just trying to make my printer work. That's why, leave things till last minute lah, this is what happens. Tomorrow is ICC meeting and also La Salle Klang's prefect gathering. Long day ahead, and I'm lacking sleep T.T

Felt like listening to The Fray just now, their old album, How To Save A Life =) Their songs are meaningful la seriously.

All at once - There are certain people, you just keep coming back to. And all at once, the crowd
begins to sing, sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same.

Dead Wrong - I'm doing the best that I could, trying my best to be understood.

Fall Away - You fall away from your past, But it's following you.

Heaven Forbid - Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why, Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright

How To Save A Life - Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness.

Hundred - So this is where you are, and this is where I am, somewhere between, unsure and a hundred

Over My Head - Everyone knows, I'm in over my head, with eight seconds left in overtime, she's on your mind

Little House - Something is scratching its way out, something you wanna forget about.

Look After You - When I'm losing my control, the city spins around, You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

She Is - She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted

Trust Me - Were only taking turns holding this world, its how its always been, when youre older you will understand