GUITAR ON SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUITAR ON SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People!!! I'm selling my guitar! It's a yamaha C40, it's one year old. Priced at RM 300. IT'S ONE YEAR OLD.

You will get a free capo, a free guitar tutorial book. All for RM 300 only.


I don't mind giving free guitar lessons too if you want =D

How am I gonna make them happy? Gosh, useless son. Good for nothing. Tomorrow's ICC meeting. The normal one. Gonna practice with Rudy after the meeting. The poor guy's sick. HAHA pity him. Supposed to find minus one for negaraku and Viva La Interact. Negaraku is easy to find, but I don't know where to get minus one for Viva La Interact. I'll be leaving in another three days. Kinda excited tho, 6 days away without the watchful eyes of your parents. HAHAHA, but I'm gonna miss her tho =(. Gonna have loads of gay fun with Qusai and Sara, =D To that guy with that weird hairdo from SMK TKU, we all know who I'm talking about right? That guy who thinks he sings very well. HAHAHAHA, can you please not be so jealous of me? I know la I love to act gay or what, but is it your business? Gosh, look at your hair, you look even gayer than those gays in my class.

P/S : Liverpool are playing like crap, like seriously, the match is so boring.

Let's just fall in love again :P

This song is catchy, I love the way he wrote this. Jason Castro, he is from American Idol, I forgot which season edi, he is that guy with that weird hairdo. LOL.

Let's pretend baby, that you've just met me and I've never seen you before,
I'll tell all my friends that I think you're starin,
You say the same to yours,
And oh, we'll dance around it all night,
And then I follow you outside,
Try to open up my mouth and nothing comes out right.

And I wanna fall in love with you again, I don't have to try
It's so easy, who needs to pretend?
But because it's so funny, let's just think about it, honey
Let's just fall in love again.

Dear, EL =)

Everything is just so unexpected. I can't believe you actually felt the same way as I did all this while. Now that I have got you, I will never let you go. Oh my gosh, I feel slightly awkward now cause I'm not used to this, HAHAHAHA, this is my first time okay? =D

I never thought I'd fall for you, but time changes everything you know. I was surprised, very surprised to find out how you feel about me. Even confessing took me one hour, HAHAHA, I am gut-less. But who cares now right? You're mine now. I'm yours=) Haha, love you dear. =D

We will last, don't worry, I'll make us last. =)

The Stiff Dylans - Ultraviolet

That fire you ignited,
Good, bad, and undecided,
Burns when I stand beside it,
Your light is ultraviolet.

Visions so insane,
Travel and unravelling through my brain,
Cold when I am denied it,
Your light is ultraviolet.



Don't you feel like screaming to this song? hahaha, it's darn awesome. Ultraviolet by Stiff Dylans =D This song's is off the soundtrack of the movie Angus,Thongs, and Perfect Snogging. LOL

Hello. =D Being random. Anyways, conference coming soon, kinda excited about it. Last year's conference was pretty boring for me cause I was kinda lost, as only three form 3s went. Me, Ang, and Shangyin. The 13 others who went were all form 4s. Plus I was anti-sociable last time, so I kept to myself most of the time. HAHAHA, so funny how things were back then. =D Mana tau, this year I'm like taking part in organizing the conference. Things change very very fast, and unexpected things ought to happen all time. Seriously, these past few months, a lot of unexpected things have happened, like failing my add maths and getting caught copying for moral in my exams =.=" Ouch, I shall not be reminded of that. This year started so well dei, even my mid term marks not bad okay, I scored dam high for add maths, I think 80 something. Then mana tau my final merosot like shit. HAHAHA, okay I sound like a geek don't I, talking about studies and all. So last Friday we had a meeting, for 5 hours. Crazy I know, then there is another one this Tuesday and also Friday. All in preparation for the conference Zhe Mein, I feel like killing you now. HAHAHA, just joking. You just had to suggest the idea of having performances during the formal night didn't you? Okay, it's a good idea, but putting my name in to perform?!? Gahhh, crapppppp. =.=" 700 plus interactors from all over the country, and people these days are harsh with their criticism okay. Even worse, I'm not even that good a singer and I'm not being humble, it's the effing truth. Sighhhh, you people might think I'm not nervous and all performing infront of a crowd, but I'm a normal human being too okay? 700 people aint little. Ahhh, and Rudy, I'm sorry for dragging you into this with me, don't worry you'll do well. =D To Cindy Goh, please accept my sincere condolences. Hahaha, pity her, stupid anthony gave her dam a lot of work to do you know. Just because she's a responsible person, he developed some extra liking towards her and pinned her with so much work. Poor thing. I'll also be going to school some time this week to see Pn.Chandrika to discuss about some stuff. Thank god this week's kinda packed, I'm wasting so much time day dreaming at home. =S

I Will Survive

The song I will survive is somehow inspirational to me now, but I just don't know why? Well, let's check out the lyrics together.

At first I was afraid I was petrified, I kept thinking I could never live without by my side, but I spent so many nights just thinking how you'd done me wrong and I grew strong, I learned how to get along.

Oh now go, walk out the door! Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore, weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire? Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh not I, I WILL SURVIVE! =D

Maybe that's why? Haha, ANYWAYS, I went to watch 2012 and Jennifer's body yesterday. Both movies were great. There was plenty of criticism towards Jennifer's body, but the movie ain't that bad. The lines are pretty catchy you know? But the movie's not the type of horror movie which freaks you out, cause the scenes are pretty predictable, and the demon looks rather funny than scary? *Megan Fox* =D


2012, hmmm, the movie is basically about what you read in books and what you watch in documentaries. I remembered watching two documentaries previously which portrays the apocalypse of the earth.=D Yes I do watch documentaries cause I don't have any other programmes to watch on TV other than sports and news and some Indian shows. So that's why I spend so much time on Youtube. =D Oh yeah, not forgetting, happy 18th birthday to Evon Low! =D

House of Bunny =D

I was watching House of Bunny again just now, after watching it some time last year. I heard "I wanna" in the movie. I just realised that I heard the song a year ago without even realising it in the cinemas, but back then I didnt know what song it was. HAHAHA, I still remember, it was more than a year ago, somewhere last year (2008), me, Pravin, and Qusai went to watch House of Bunny, god knows why we three suddenly went to watch that movie. HAHAHA, Tyson acted in that movie, but that time I wasn't really a big fan of AAR and that was when they went on some break and were MIA for quite some time. He's not bad in acting ehh, maybe he should try Hollywood again some time, for a gay movie of some sort. =D

Their new song, sounds preety good eh?? =D

Food Fair 2009

Food Fair was pretty boring. Not many people turned up, I think those who came were actually those Interactors who volunteered to help out. Spent most of the time talking to people who I don't often meet everyday. LOL, as usual ACS were unorganized. HAHA, around 8 pm where all the schools had prepared the food and all, the mak cik was still cooking our karipaps. HAHAH, but Sam arrived just in time with the karipaps for us to start selling lah. Saw three teachers from ACS, Mr.Ong, Mr.Mohan, and also Pn.Shanti. LOLZ, Pn.Shanti wanted to buy whatever the acs stall were selling but she came a bit too late cuz everything was sold off when she came =D Nicole, I'll never forget what you did =.="

Tag =D

I forgot why she held my shirt, as usual la she, crazy nutcase. HAHAHAHAH.

Group pic! =D From left clockwise, Kern Yeung, Sam, Rudy, Me, Burhan, Maha, Hock Han, Divya, Qusai, Mangkuk.
Nicole, her dad and me got loads in common... HAHAHA =D

First try = Succesful, Nicole's face blocked. HAHA =D

Second try : Not so succesful =(

Well, last Tuesday I had a barbeque party at my house. Actually wanted to have a gathering with my friends at my place for my birthday but too bad my birthday fell during the exam week. So, I decided to have this small barbeque party at my place after exam. Invited 15 of them, everyone came =D, although a few left early, *sob sob* Thanks for everything guys, thanks for the cake Geok San, although there's a high possibility that I might not be leaving now, but still thanks for the cake! HAHA. Thanks to my guy friends for the Body Glove t-shirt they bought me, the one I lost last time. LOL. Thanks to Divya and Maha for the t-shirt which they think can un-sissyfy me. Sweat. And also thanks to my another friend for the *Music Is My Life* t-shirt, you know me well don't you? HAHA. Thanks to Sara and friend for getting the barbeque fire started, thanks Sara for bringing the firecrackers too? Thanks to my mum who cooked the rest of the food, Haha, oh yeah, Thank you Serlin for the monkey! Although I'll find it difficult talking to a toy, but I'll try okay? HAHAHA.

Sad thing is we didn't get to take a full group pic of everyone who came. Half of them went back when we took this, actually its the girls only la who left early. The guys were all there till the end, except for shang yin who went back early also. Pravin was so dumb, he didn't get into the pic, but took the pic, stupid fella. Could've pass the camera to my mum or dad right? Tsk tsk.

Why must you be like this?
Why do you have such a character?
Do you know even yesterday I told my friends, you were everything I look for in a girl?
But there's just this one rotten side of you, the dark side of you,
I am very disappointed to look at you being so mean,
Why do you want to do this to people?
How would you feel if someone had done that to you?
I don't understand you, I guess I never will,
I hope one day you'll come to me and say you're changed, but I doubt you will,
All I want for you is to change, be a better person,
All of this is just ruining your reputation, ruining your life,
If you continue this, you will suffer in your life, you will lose everything,
Then will come a day where no one will back you up,
People have be asking me to hate you and don't bother about you,
Yes I am starting to do that, but I don't want to be so mean,
I don't care if we're strangers or what now,
But I just want you to change, please.
Please change your attitude, be a better person, do not be selfish,
Only then will I forgive you.

Today was a good day. =D. Morning was okay, although I had some uncomfortable moments, but thanks to someone, I manage to get over it. Thanks. You know who you are. =D Next up, in the evening, was the ICC meeting. I didn't really care much cause I won't be in ICC anymore since I'm migrating to Australia next year. =D Haha, actually because the meeting was so dull and boring. They talked about the food fair and conference. Two big projects. Oh yeah, to everyone out there, don't forget, please do come for the food fair okay? It's gonna be big, from what I've heard Fly Fm gonna be there. So please turn up at Dewan Hamzah on the 22nd of November. There'll be food, food and more food! The proceeds will all go to charity btw. =D Then at night was the annual dinner for the teachers of ACS. Dam stupid event. HAHAHA, thank god there was food tho' =D. Teacher kinda forced me to perform so thats why I went. Haha, oh yeah, Yong Leng and Pravin also performed together. It happened on Wednesday, I was at 4 Cergas, which isn't my class, so teacher said I ponteng-ed class and she's angry with me, so because of that, I have to perform during the event. Swt. So me and Shim performed this really emo song by the Indonesian band, Samsons, and also the acoustic version of Forever by Chris Brown, as done by Gabe Bondoc =D Felt weird cause we were performing for our teachers!

Listen to Kisah Tak Sempurna by Samsons, it's dam kao sad. The guy is asking for his ex's forgiveness cause he isn't perfect for her. HAHAHA =D



Aku memang tak berhati besar, untuk memahami hatimu di sana,
Aku memang tak berlapang dada, untuk menyedari kau bukan milikku lagi,
Dengar, dengar kata ku, aku akan bertahan sampai kapanpun.
Maafkan aku yang tak sempurna untuk dirimu
Usailah sudah, kisah yang tak sempurna untuk kita kenang.
Andai aku dapat merelakan, setiap kepingan ukiran kenangan indah,
Andai aku sanggup menjalani, setiap detik dan waktu mendatang.

Don't waste your time on me, you're already a voice inside my head... *I miss you, miss you*

I've just got the ugliest haircut I ever had in my life. Sigh, it's so ugly, everytime I look in the mirror I'm disgusted with myself. HAHA, damn embarassing la to go out like this.... =( I wonder how it became so ugly, I just want my hair to grow back...... =(

Augustana - Boston

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts, across an open field,
When flowers gaze at you, you're not the only who cries when I see you,
You don't know me, you don't even care, She said,
You don't know me, you don't wear my chains, Oooh yeah.

I think I'll go to Boston, I think I'll start a new life, I think I'm starting over,
Where no one knows my name.
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover, and fly'em out to Spain.

Guess what? I bought Fifa 10, PES 2010, Burnout Revenge, and Evolution GT today. LOLZ, am I gonna spend my holidays hogging infront of my PS2? I hope not =X

I thought your perspective will never change, I'm glad it did. I'm happy that you have understood me, just when I thought that there was no one who understands me. =D IU DAY! Totally forgot about it, I slack slack slack till now I haven't even done a single thing. I remembered right after installation some random rotarian advised me to start preparing after installation itself. The question is, what do I do preparing so early? It sounded crazy, but now its already November and school holidays are coming soon so I can't meet the Interactors often. HAHAHA Shud've started earlier eh? Sponsorships too =S

For once can you people give me a break? Is it my fault that I wanted someone to listen to me? Why do you people misunderstand me? Do you think I am that mean? I don't know what to do now to change your mind set. What's in your brain is bound to stay there, and no matter what I do, your perspective of me will never change. I am always the bad guy.

P/S : Hoping to get a gig on the 16th, been ages since I last performed with the band.

District Governor's Visit

The event was alright. Pictures. =)

Interact Coordinating Council 2009/2010

Crowd =D

Convent's performance! Diyana and Nicole! =D

Performance by ACS! Kondeeee hidup!!

Sings with the indian slang "Beat it! Beat it! No one was to be *betefeted*! WTHECK! This is the third freaking time I've heard him sing Beat It. This dude is just awesome! Okay I know you guys might think I'm insulting him, but I swear I'm not! Okay I know he sucks at singing, but he is damn entertaining okay! He is not a singer, he is an entertainer, and he awesome in that sense!
Later at night, the twenty members which form the ICC exco were invited for the banquet dinner with the District Governor at KEC. It was preety boring as the rotarians started to blab about politics and stuff. LOL. There was loads of food =D Hmm, on our table was Maha, Divya, Pravin, Kern Yeung, Geok San, Kok Sang, Thatchana and me. It was fun tho. =D

The "I" in the "Visit" came out because I "accidently" hit it. =D

Tyson is so gay.

This was exactly where we were =D

So last Saturday The All-American Rejects came to town. The concert was FINALLY held, after being postponed from the 10th of October cause Tyson just had to have some infection in his knee. LOL. Went to Bukit Jalil with Shim and Qusai, and we spent so much money on transportation itself, so thank god the tickets were free. LOL. The concert was awesome la, but the show delayed like shit. Poor management ,they had too many intervals in between performances. We were made to wait for long periods of time just to catch the next band. The show started with some random Malay dude singing Teenagers, LOL, dam random way to start a rock concert eh? I don't think so it's some random dude la, I think he's a singer, but it was a good way to start the show, cause everyone was still hyped up and singing along. Then Disagree came up stage, I only knew the last song they played, which was Crumbs. It's an awesome emo song la okay. I sang along to it tho' I didn't really much of the words, it's quite an old song la actually. Then next up were Pop Shuvit, and they were awesomeshitzz. Moots rapping was at its best, and the disc spinning and all, with the effects, was really good la. Shim got surprised when I started to rap along to Marabahaya. HAHAHA. The final local band to perform were One Buck Short. HAHA, and surprisingly just when I was telling Qusai how I'd wish for Bunkface to be there, suddenly Sam appeared and I was like WTHECK! Mooky from One buck Short was absent so yeah, they actually called upon a few artistes to feature them and Sam was one of them. Really good idea. =D. Was hoping that they'd play a Bunkface song, but Sam sang one of One Buck Short's single, well it's their gig anyways so yeah. LOL.

Then we waited, and waited and waited. Finally AAR came on stage. Chris started off with the drum beats of Move Along. Actually it caught us by surprise cause none of us saw Chris coming on stage. Plus I was into my phone at that time so lagi la tak sedar. LOL. Then we started to sing along, more like screaming along to move along. =D Actually we were damn tired by then, but then we gave out everything and jumped and screamed and went high like crazyy especially during I Wanna ( Shim knows what I did =D) The wind blows and It ends tonight were emo. Monalisa was fucked up, I mean, the song is great, just that the lyrics were fucked up. LOL.
They ended the show with Gives You Hell. Me and Shim got ourselves a copy of When The World Comes Down! So that's about it la =D

A noble post, I hate being cheesy, at times, I'm forced to... Argghh Fuck.

I'm just gonna be boring in this post la okay? Gonna talk about the life of a teenager. Right now, I don't know if I'm enjoying my life as a teenager. I'm half enjoying it, half rueing it. At the tender age of 14-17, people change, and boy do they change. Everyone goes through that phase. This is the age when the sex hormones gets activated in your body, and you start to get attracted to the opposite sex. Once or twice these sex hormones might lack in you and you'd end up falling for your own sex, or maybe you might have overloaded on sex hormones, you end up liking both sexes. Alright that was just a bunch crap, actually I don't know how it works, I'm not studying phsycology =.=". This is the age when you start to care about your appearance, you start to act just to get accepted into a certain clique, and you fall in "love". Love is a pain in the arse seriously, I'm seriously admitting here, I'm a pussy when it comes to "love", I just can't handle it. Kern Yeung told me once, guys who are into music have deep emotions, ohh you don't know how right you are. LOL. When I fall for a girl I somehow force myself in way too deep and I struggle to climb up again. Actually this is all nonsense, love is crap. You know why? Because it brings you more pain than joy. For example in my case, I got dumped, three times, by three different girls, they all said they cared for me bla bla bla.... and the crap goes on, you can imagine how hard it is right? Even thinking about it makes me go crazy lah okay?

What I'm trying to say is that, at this age, it's normal for all of this to happen, but just don't let this shit ruin your life. Besides, this ain't gonna lead you anywhere in life, you might get the preetiest girl in town as your so called "girlfriend", and you might still end up picking up garbage at the back of my house in ten years time, and that girl works as a sex slave for me =)

That's why I chose to keep a distance from you. I don't want all of this to get in my way. I wanna be a partime rockstar and a plastic surgeon la okay? =D I don't wanna flop my SPM! Third time, and that's it, I've had enough. I'm not gonna get into this shit anymore. Talked to you for the last time today, conversations would be few and far in between from now on. Maybe one day when things are better for me I'd come back, but I'd doubt it, chances are paper thin. For you it might be easy to be "friends", for me it's hard. So yeahhh, sorrayyyyy =) Just take care, tho' she doesn't love me, I love her, that cute lil' girl who wears blue to school =)(Ehh, it rhymes!) Fuck I sound cheesy, fuck fuck fuck.....

P/S : Serlin , you advised me the other day and now look at what's happening to you!
Arggh! Concentrate on your studies! Don't bother much about this shit. ASEAN
scholarships dear!

Back To Me

This is a really really sad song by AAR. Sad lyrics too. This song would not be released as a single, which basically means, it would not be played on radio =) It's off their new album, When the World Comes Down. Something about this song la, which makes it sound darn sad, I think its by the way he sings it. He doesn't really whine much in this song, but he just sounds........ sad? =( I feel you Tyson. Can't wait to see them tomorrow! =D



This isn't the official music video. It's not even a single =.="

Hey you, so you never really found your way,
Stay true, did you ever make it through today,
I know, that when I think about a day without you, that everyday's the same,
You wish that you could find someone but I'm the only one to blame,

Can't you see? I beg and plead.
Cause when your eyes light up the skies at night,
I know you're gonna find your way back to me.

No don't, don't you ever let a piece of me down,
Cause time won't, get back when I'm never around,
When we live between so many walls that I can barely breathe,
You say that you just want someone, but I'm the only one you need.

Happy birthday to :

LIM SER LIN !!!!!!



Born on : 23rd October 1993
It's gonna be two years now since I know you, just want you to know that you're really important! =) (I bet you'll be thinking that I'm trying to sweet talk right? Errmm, you are half right I guess? =D) Anyways, you left last year to Singapore sadly, leaving me behind! =( But I'm happy we've been able to keep in touch and not lose contact at all, and Singapore has made you hotter cause you're much more skinnier now! HAHAHAHAHA! Love you loads babe! Happy sweet 16th! =) Can't wait to see you again these holidays! =D

Let's sail away, find our own country,we'll build a house and beds out of palm trees,
Lets get away, let's push our lives aside.
I'll sport a smile, take in some colour, under the stars, I'll be your lover,
With no distractions, I'm gonna treat you right.
Well it seems like things are only getting better,
Well it seems that we can never catch a break.

Just keep a hold on me, don't let go, if you float away
Waited too long for a ship to come, don't you float away.

And if you like, some other time, I would like to introduce you to the finer things,
If we survived, get out alive, I'd like to say,
How beautiful I think you are. =)

LOL played firecrackers again just now. xD And my bro taught me how to drive a manual car. It was a failure =) Engine mati dunno how many times. LOL xP Oh yeah, I've been updating my blog way too often and I'm really really addicted to I wanna. It's not supposed to be this way. I usually get bored of a song after listening to it for two or three weeks. But this time the song just won't go outta my head. LOL. For those who have watched their new video, there's actually a storyline in there. LOL. The girl Tyson's in love with, presumably his ex, walks into his party with her boyfriend. Tyson gets sad and pissed at the same time. Then he takes out his LG phone (Swt) and browses through his pictures with her, smiles at them until the part which shows him fighting with her and he becomes sad again. LOL! The band's guitarist, Mike causes her boyfriend to get drunk, while the drummer Chris has his self-happy time outside. LOL, fast forward, Tyson sings I Wanna on stage, and she comes back to him. I'd be so glad if it happens for real, all I have to do is sing I wanna! HAHAHAHA! xD But too bad something like that is impossible to happen for real. LOL.

Bought firecrackers just now. HAHAHA darn fun weh. Poke inside cat's ass! awesomeshitzz!! Don't know what else crappy stuff we're gonna do this Friday night. HAHAHAHA.

My birthday was dull. LOL. It seemed like any other ordinary day except that I sms-ed throughout the day. The first to wish me was maha I guess, and it was by pure coincidence la. It all started when someone messaged divya telling her that I changed my number. Actually who they meant was, divya's transport lady who's name is also Jana. Swt, so Maha actually messaged that lady and started scolding her thinking it was me cause she thought I didn't inform her I changed my number. LOL LOL! So she was like messaging me telling me the story all the way up to 12 am and ended up being the first to wish and Miss Canny Lee Kern Yeung was the last to wish. xP I skipped school today... xD School is like dam fucked up these days la, might as well just stay at home right? Anyways the new official music video for I Wanna was released yesterday! 13th of October! HAHAHAA! Check it out, it's preety cool =)They were promoting LG kao kao! xD

Do you know what it feels like, loving someone, who's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like, to be the last one, to know the lock for your door has changed?
Do you know how it feels? You don't know how it feels.

Meaningful lyrics =)

Fuck this song lah

See I don't, know why, I liked you so much, I gave you all, of my trust,
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drain, you put me through pain,
I wanna let you know how I feel,

Fuck what I said, it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack, fuck you you hoe, I dont want you back

You thought, you could, keep this shit from, you burnt bitch, I heard the story,
You played me, you even gave em' hand, now you're asking for me back,
You are just another act, look elsewhere cause you're done with me

You questioned, did I care? You can ask anyone, I even said you were my great one,
Now it's, over, but I do admit I'm sad, it hurts real bad, I can't sweat that cause I loved a hoe

Shit weh, I'm getting more and more obsessed with it already. I just need to get it out of my freaking mind!! Just for these next few weeks at least!! ARghhhh... shit shit shit!!! Someone please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I just post up stuffs in my blog to let go what I feel, only to delete it after a few minutes. LOL! So don't be surprised if you see some stupid weird post which got deleted after a while. I don't want the world to know about my feelings all okay... LOL... Maybe I should create a private blog and rant there? LOL... Anyways, I heard this new song by Kris Allen, it's called Live Like We're Dying. My first thought on the song, it sounded a lot like The Script. So I wondered whether they wrote it for him or what since they're such a good band, and it turned out, that song actually BELONGS to them. LOL. It's an awesome song which carries a heavy meaning with it la. It seems that The Script recorded the song but they didn't release it as a single, it's not even on their regular album. So Kris Allen heard it and decided to actually buy it off them. How cool. LOL.

Hakikatnya rindu yang mendalam,
Jalan ini kan membantu, hari esok siapa yang tahu?
Kata ibu, dengar sahaja, cerita hanya kita berdua.

Ku amat merinduikan mu,
Ingin ku ulang ke masa dulu =(

Arghhh dam sad la, my comp sent to repair, and there's a high possibility I might lose everything in it. My songs! T.T The songs I've donwloaded are like my most important assets okay? Sigh, I've lost so many things before, but I can't lose my songs! There are nearly 2000 songs in my pc! Fuck la, seriously, fuck everything! Oh and I tried studying today, LOL! Not that succesful though, but I fail to concentrate, to many things occupy my head. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!! T.T

People =)

Gosh, where do I start? Hahaha, what a day it was. Today was the day. TALENTIME! Me and Burhan were the emcees. I kept kena bomd-ed by the crowd weh. Babi la, I'm not gay la! I'm straight. xD What I display is "brotherly love" not gay orgasm. xD Being emcee was quite fun today, thanks to the crowd, that's why I love Interact. The turn up was quite poor la, sighhh. But overall the event wasn't that bad la okay, most of them said they enjoyed it ( I go blog-hopping just to check out what people say about whatever events that I help put up, just to see their opinions xD). Well for the winners of Talentime, you might have had this coming, they were Limited Crew. LOL, Ravin, Jerry and Jo took part this time out and they won it, kudos to them. xD Pn. Chandrika also sang a song today, sway by Pussycat Dolls, and once again the crowd was dam mengada. Dirty minded, they only can hear the "pussy" when I announced "pussycat dolls".... tsk tsk... =) And this yunn teng pulak pulled me up to dance with her... tsk tsk... Then it was break time, food given was KARIPAP! =.=" HAHAHA, and Geok San's sister asked me, "are you really gay? " I was like... "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Geeeezzzz, I swear I'm never gonna act gay again. HAHAHAHA. After break, it was time for Concept Unwritten to take the stage and god we rocked it marn! All I wanna do is kiss you. xD Let me see, the crazy stuffs I did while singing I wanna....

1) Touching Shim and Shaun
2) Jumping off from the stage to hold Yunn Teng's hand.... hahaha..
3) Jumping after 2nd verse
4) Going crazy during the solo (I was tempted by the guitar, not by Shaun okay? xD)

I got so hyped up onstage, I actually lost my breath towards the end of the song. HAHAHAHA, and that was about it lahh, teman-ed my mangkuk till she went back =) So that's about it lahhhh.... xD

P/S : Btw, if you need a band to perform acoustic, or a full band show, you can call us up okay?

Today was dam tiring. Went to school in the morning, then sunita in the afternoon, then went to shop for things to pack as hampers to give away to poor families and individuals during festive cheers with Maha, Divya and Sukhdip. That was the most tiring part la, shopping for things and all, sighh... Was messaging geok san cause it was dam boring, but then anthony start to bomb dy cause I was into the phone. So I stopped. HAHAHAHA, then the rest was dam boring la. Came back quite late, around 10 something, cause we unpack the stuff at geok san's house. Eh geok san, I'm not interested in your brother okay... geezz, ask for age aso cannot! Tomorrow needa go to her house again to pack the hampers, LOLZ, dam tiring.... =( now messaging her, didn't know she was such a good listener. HAHAHA, thanks a lot mangkukku yang tersayang! =)

As I lay in solitude, oh what's a boy supposed to do?
I shake the very thought of you, me together I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late all I do is wait and wait
You're never coming home to me, that's the hardest thing to see

They are always awesome when they perform live, improvisation of When the Wind Blows =)

Selamat Hari Raya =)

A lot of stuffs happened today. Most importantly, I got my hands on the pass for the All American Rejects showcase in KL! Started off the day by going over to Qusai's place for Raya. Thanks Qusai for inviting me over, your mum's chicken dam tasty deh =) . I actually had lunch twice today, cause my bro came back from Indon, so yeah, couldn't resist my mum's cooking. xD Back to Qusai's house, we played PS3, and I'm in love with it. The graphics are super sweet. Oh yeah, Shim got trashed in Fifa. xD

After that, me and Shim went to Pyramid to get our passes. Public transport stinks btw. =S
And we also saw a gay couple, they looked like Qusai and Burhan. SERIOUS. We had fun talking crap la, for instance, insulting our country. xD (Go to Shim's blog to see what I mean).

I'm super excited for 10th of October, can't wait. xD (Cindy and Pravin, be jealous, xP) Ahhhhh, and pandi is also getting her ticket! Woot woot~~~



P/S : I open my eyes and look around, there are actually a lot of people who care
for me, and I'm glad I have these people around me cause they help me to
bounce back everytime I get hurt. =)

I cannot deny the fact that I miss you.

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS

I'm just so damn excited now. I got a ticket reserved for the All American Rejects' showcase in KL. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I need to get the ticket ASAP! Cause they said, "while stocks last" (I hate that sentence =.=) So I'm going tomorrow to get it. xD I just wanna keep my fingers crossed. xD

All I wanna do is touch you =)

HAHAHAHAHA, this was just what I needed at a time like this, something to make me laugh or at least put a smile on my face. DARN SUPER FUNNY. xD

Sometimes I hear things from my friends which I don't want to hear, and it somehow makes me feel down. I can't continue being down, I must learn how to get up and move along. =)Sometimes I wonder why people hurt me, and then they continue happily with their lives. Do I look like somone who can easily be picked on? Well I guess so. The joy you get in breaking hearts.

P/S: Unlike you, I cannot let go easily. :S

You lied to me so many times, but I just played along pretending I knew nothing. You manipulated my feelings so well, god knows what you were trying to do to me. At times I wonder why you chose to hurt me, cause I cared for you dearly. Fine, if this is what I get for caring too much about someone, then I might as well not bother about anyone anymore, cause this place is full of untrustable people.

This is dam sick wehhh. It's dam cool, but dam gross at the same time. HAHAHA, I think he takes drugs or something before a gig, I mean, don't you feel weird acting so gay infront of millions of people? HAHAHAHA. Well, that explains it all I guess. That's why he earns so much money, that's why I don't. HAHAHAH. xD

Jamming was fun todayyyy, i wanna i wanna i wanna touch you! xD xD. Today they charged 35 bucks per hour wehh! So it's like, each person had to fork out 7 bucks. Walao, straight pokai. :S
And then I got my haircut, lagi lah ruin my mood cause it ended up like SHIT. =(

Malaysia government and Tony Fernandes are forming a Formula 1 team next year, awesome-ness. Oh yeah, and I'm lucky I have a pandi as my friend. xP

Why can't you guys carry out simple instructions and make my life a whole lotta easier? Aku dah lah not in the right state of mind, come on lah simple favours should not be asked over and over again. Once asked, you guys should have already done it, instead of pushing it to others. We are in this together, maybe I get the spotlight at times but we're still in it together right? xD

P/S : I hate myself when I get angry :S, it's like a whole new evil person evolves. Swt. =.="

The jokes you make and listen in school are priceless la =). You can laugh your heads off, especially if you have classmates are like mine. HAHAHAHAHA.

"He was caught wearing a pink blouse"
"Qusaini was charged for terrorism, and obscene dressing"
"Radiator is actually the car's second radio, you can put headphones and listen to it"

The lamest jokes ever, but we still laugh our heads off. xD

Babi sial :S

Lolz, today, is NOT a day to remember. It was during BM, teacher was having lisan. Then as usual, the class would be noisy la. Then suddenly half of the class went out of the class. It was because a form 6 girl stole our stuff. Actually it was a water-rocket launcher lah (4 Gigih property). So I don't know why they all were hesitating so much to get it back. Soooo, I went out of class to go check out what's happening la, then I decided to go and ask it back. What I didn't realise was, I went out of the class without realising that the teacher was pissed with what we were doing, as in, just walking out of the class like that. HAHAHA, so she gave us all penalty marks, ten each. Hopefully it won't get recorded la, if not, I DIE. xD All just for a piece of crap made from pipes. =.="

Okay, I don't know why, but they don't play David Cook on Malaysian radio. He receives so less airplay over here. His songs aren't that bad, better than archuleta's gay ones. xD This one is Come Back To Me, if I'm not mistaken, it's about loving a person you can't be near to or loving a person who you have to let go so that the person can achieve whatever he/she wants. He sings this song with so much emotion lah seriously. HAHAHAHA.


David Cook - Come Back To Me (Official Music Video) - A funny movie is a click away

Today was a holiday. That was random, but anyways, today's futsal, hmmm was quite serious lah. HAHAHA, everyone starting crashing into each other, game was so aggresive, and for the first time we had a proper game la. I remember my team was losing like what, 10-1? Then we came back to 10-10. HAHAHA, ended up losing 15-13 though. =.=". Then in the evening, serlin came over to rashidah! Seriously you cheered me up =) But you should've stayed longer la.... sighh... So that was about it for my "holiday" lah.

Indonesian Indie = Peterpan! Always had been a big fan of it. I mean, their songs are quite catchy and they mean a lot actually. That's what I like about Indie, the lyrics. HAHAHA. But Peterpan are really awesome lah seriously, last time when I went to Bandung to visit my bro, I actually went to the place where they performed during their earlier days. But I forgot the place name already. :S

"Tetapi hatiku, selalu meninggikanmu, terlalu meninggikanmu, selalu meninggikanmu, kau buat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi, kau hancurkan hatiku. " Dam shit sad wehh this song... HAHAHAHA. xD

Well somehow, I just felt like spilling out everything to someone. Keeping it inside to myself would not make things better.

P/S : I'm sick of drama.

Today's event was boring. HAHAHAHA, well aaron and kamal warned me, how should I know, I'm not a leo member okay? I'm an Interactor. xD. So it was preety boring la. Pictures? Didn't take any. I think kern yeung has them, needa get it from her.

Wendy gave me the link to this vid just, ultimate crap! HAHAHAHAHA



AMERICANS, are lifeless. xD

Lolz, to tell you the truth, I don't remember doing bad to anyone before. Okay maybe I told a few lies but they were because I acted according to emotions. Other than that, I seriously don't believe that I've done anything wrong to anyone. But still, people treat me as if they're having a grudge against me. Do I have an "L" sign on my forehead? Or issit just because they love to hate me? (Maybe someone stuck the words "Please hate me" on the back of my shirt.. xD)

Maybe if I had not found out the truth about you, things would have been the way they were. So yeah, I am quite happy that I found out about your true colours, but regret slightly cause things might be different after this. Well, it's really awesome to see people acting nice, just to get your attention. HAHAHAHA, sometimes I feel like laughing, and sometimes I get so darn confused. CONFUSED. Trust issues.

This is so darn fun! xD

Something is seriously wrong with Tyson(the lead singer) Hahaha, he often gets high during "I wanna" and god knows why. =.= But this is so dam fun la! HAHAHAHA

Built To Last

Something about this song, which makes me smile, and I just don't know what. Maybe it's the tune, or maybe it's the lyrics. I don't know, I just like this song. =)





I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

Hey now, you're an all star, get your game on, go play.
Hey now, you're a rock star, get the show on, get paid.
All that glitters is gold, only shooting stars break the mold. =)

I wish I can stab you, rip you apart, cut your body into several pieces, and dump it roadside..... Bitch......

It surprises me, although we suck, people still want us to perform. At times I feel there are too many gigs. We have four in the next five weeks? Hahaha, we rarely practice, and we don't take it seriously at all, but somehow things turn out differently. Hahahaha, but for me music is a way we can push everything aside, some sorta getaway from my everyday life. So, I shall continue. =)

Concept Unwritten! xD

I wonder how he sings like that :S

This place is so weird

OMGEEEEEE, I never thought that there was so much evil in you..... Seriously, I'm speechless, I feel so stupified wehh! Oh myyyy.... people out there, never trust anyone easily...... seriously... I'm just lost for words... And to "someone" , I cant put your name here, but really really thanks for telling me... I deserve to know the truth..... so yeah thanks A LOT. People are so damn weird..... Sighhhh... Never thought it would end up this way....

Oh yeah before I go, ACS-ians are racist. =) Wanna know why? Go see my past two facebook status and read the comments. xD

It's time for me to realise that I'm just not good enough. I should've realised it earlier, it happened twice before this anyways, as the third occasion looks to be completed. There's deficiency in every single aspect of me, a flaw. I will never be the right person.........

Lolz, the pain in the muscle under my knee is killing me. Sighh, had fun playing futsal today, nithia kept falling down, which was effing hillarious. Hahaha, and I got tired after 20 minutes of playin? Like wteff lah, I'm seriously concerned now. I lost my stamina. A lot. I want to get the good old healthy me back. Well, I used to jog almost everday last time, but this year it's been very different. I have tuitions in the evenings and most of the time I'll be tired. I don't even play pj these days, well partly cause I'm lazy lah... Rather stay in class... xD Ouch, my leg!!! I want to be fit again!!!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

Oh yeah, this is what you call talent.. This guy hear should be famous, not Daddy Yankee or Florida... xD

The mess I made

I always believed in forgiving and forgetting, but after what you did, I felt dissapointed cause you were a close friend of mine. You shouldn't have looked down on me like that, well even if you had felt that way, you should have just kept it to yourself, cause what you mentioned was very hurtful. It'll take some time to forgive and to forget everything that has happened. But I believe that someday everything'll be fine again, plus in another one and half years more, we'll be going our separate ways for sure. So in the meanwhile, we should get together and enjoy, shouldn't we? So let's just hope that things got back to the way they were.

Parachute

Acoustic with a bit of beat-boxing. xD



Okay, I'm currently hooked on this band, and I'm gonna get their album as soon as it comes out. They are called Parachute! xD. Genre : Indie ( My type! xD) Lolz, you guys keep asking me why I listen to some weird genre-ed songs, but it's not weird lah, it's just what I like to listen =) Indie and piano-rock stuffs are always the best. xD

I think I should take a break from guitar and music, and start reading =) Lolz, and I'm doing the most lifeless thing a guy could do, I'm writting my own song. xP, but I can't make it sound catchy, so I needa start reading more xD. Who knows, CU might perform their own song anytime soon. xD.

You're all I have

It's so clear now that you are all that I have, I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have.

You're cinematic, razor sharp, a welcome arrow through the heart. Under your skin feels like home,
electric shocks on aching bones.

There is a darkness deep in you, a frightening magic I cling to. But seriously, you are all I have now. Someone who I can trust, someone who gives me ease. To think that I still have someone, gives me the strength. Well I remember Daniel saying I'm going through of half of what he went through, and another half of what Nicholas went through. His half, he said he had trust issues, and I'm having them now too. I don't know who to, and who not to trust. Nicholas's half, Dan said that Nick was looked down too last year when he got the job, and got picked on, which is exactly what's happening to me right now.

Anyways I went school today. xD. Lolz, and I'm serious. Believe it or not, I actually skipped futsal to go to school. FUTSAL! FUTSAL! FUTSAL!!!! School was crap. After school, I went to badminton cause I felt uncomfortable skipping futsal, I needa keep being active ok and plus, I have not touched my racquet for such a long time, so just taught of playing lah. HAHAHA, went there, then saw Ang, Sy, Wee hou, Evon, Gan and Chan. Badminton was quite fun lah, although I didn play for nearly 8 months. Was quite rusty, well actually VERY rusty lah. But still had fun lah, and I'm on a mission to regain my stamina back. Quite worrying cause last week I became tired quite fast after futsal, well, it's normal for someone who did not exert himself, without any sport activites for more than 3 months. xD.

Once, there was this boy, who used to be quite nerdy, blurr and shy. When he came to form 3, he somehow transformed into someone new. HAHAHAH, and he's still the same till now. His behaviour two years ago was actually more matured than how it is now, he knew how to present himself last time, as a very disciplined boy. Hahaha... So that boy wants to start studying again, and wants to be that smart boy which teachers like, not the new him which teachers quite despise for his lazyness. He once did not bother about the people around him, and now he cares too much. It somehow led him to his own downfall. Luckily he realised it before it was too late.

You want to know who's that boy? It's not me. =)

Anyways I needa start studying already. Hahaha, seriously can't afford to play around anymore. Cause, TEACHERS ARE GONNA MONITOR MY EXAM MARKS. Sighss, and also for my own good lah ofcourse, but teachers butting in, nooooooooot goood. Need to get things settled out, more organized. My exam grades aren't that good. Failed to score a single A during this monthly test, and I'm supposed to be disgusted by that okay if you compare with my exam marks last time. Seriously NOT GOOD. I want the old me back =( Hahaha... Hmmm, only three commitments Jana, only three. Asst Head Prefect, ICC Treasurer, and IU Director. It's nothing much. Things would be much smoother if I had my "friends" co-operating with me, instead of giving me sour faces. Problematic people. Just love to make my life look like a mess.

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you....
You wanna touch me tooooo...
Everyday, but all I have is time.....
Our love's the perfect rhyme/crime? xD

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna touch you...
You wanna touch me tooooo...
Everyway, and when they set me free...
Just put your hands on meeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Addicted to this. HAHAHAH

Yay! They just said they have my bag. Feeling much better and relieved now. Feeling very uncomfortable in my asst head position right now. My friends aren't speaking to me properly. I know I don't deserve this, and I told you people that I didn't want to get myself into this shit, stupid head prefect elections and all, see what did it do to us and our friendships? It's getting worse as I keep finding out who voted for whom. It's seriously awkward lah. I told you ppl time and time again that I didn't want to get into this in the first place. Seriously regret it right now. But I'll be doing my job full-heartedly, no doubts about that. Cause I ain't gonna dissapoint those who actually voted for me.

I know I know, you had contributed much more than me. I know how you feel. But what can I do? I didn't choose myself right? The results are meant to be like that, what can I do about it?
Never knew this thing could cause such a big rift among ourselves. Sighss, as if I'm not burdened enough, I have my inner feelings to consent. All I need to do now is just plug my ears and listen to something.

Oh yeah I forgot, due to my stupidity of just walking and just leaving the clubhouse, I left my bag and my handphone at the Clubhouse, so I lost my handphone, MP3, guitar strap, t-shirt and my water bottle. So please if any of you guys had taken it, I seriously need it back. I'm already stressed enough. I don't want my dad to start nagging at me, I will surely go insane one.

I've seriously lost my mind. Today after the prefect's gathering, I just stood up and walked off. Walked off as in, left the clubhouse, went wandering on the streets, alone at night, I seriously didn't know what was wrong. Was it the environment? Was it the people? I seriously dont know. Problem after problem, they keep coming in like waves. Worst thing was, I nearly got rammed by a car, thank god the driver was wide awake, or you would've met me in hospital. xD. But seriously, what happened to me? Have I lost my mind or what? I had a slight headache so I taught of going to get some fresh air, but somehow I started walking, and continued walking and walking. Am I undergoing severe depression? I don't want to get depressed. Somehow I will lost my senses today. Its seriously getting worrying. I NEVER taught this would happen to me, neither would my friends or parents. And when I came back from my "walk", no one was left there. Waited another 1 hours, went back around 12.30. So sucked up right me? Seriously. I'm being very stupid. Why am I getting depressed? My blog readers would preety sure be like, "Jana is so lame, how serious can his probs be until he can get so depressed"

Try being in my shoes, then you'd know.

Oh yeah, I was elected as Asst. Head Prefect. Seriously unexpected. Thanks guys for putting trust in me and voting for me, I believe I'll be a better person from now on.

Yerrrrr my previous post dam lame lahhhh..... shitz make me look so sissy wehhh... hahaha.... sorry people. The old me is back =) Thanks to YOU. At a time when I taught I had no one to talk to, YOU listened to whatever I had to say. YOU have made me feel so much better. Thank YOU. Hahaha... =)

VillaTorres

The prospect of them playing together already exites me, but will it come true? Hopefully, all they need is the money from Alonso's transfer to Real, 30 million sterling pounds . xD. Imagine, a frontline of Torres and Villa, mouth-watering? More like, a direct ticket to the summit of the Premier League. =) Who needs Alonso? He'll be replaced with Aqualini, a player similar to Alonso. Premier League tittle, here we come. (If we get Villa lah xD)

Random xD

I wish for you on a fallin' star, wonderin' where you are. Do I ever cross your mind, in the warm sunshine? She's from the city of angels, like Betty Davis, James Dean, and Gable. Never knew
what she means to me, I fell for the girl that's on TV.

Shooby-doo-wop and scobby snacks, met a fly girl and i can't relax, the only problem is she's
a movie star. Oh my friends,they won't believe me, if they could only see me at the risk of sounding
cheesy, I think i fell for the girl that's on TV.

The Fray

I've stayed up so late, just trying to make my printer work. That's why, leave things till last minute lah, this is what happens. Tomorrow is ICC meeting and also La Salle Klang's prefect gathering. Long day ahead, and I'm lacking sleep T.T

Felt like listening to The Fray just now, their old album, How To Save A Life =) Their songs are meaningful la seriously.

All at once - There are certain people, you just keep coming back to. And all at once, the crowd
begins to sing, sometimes the hardest things and the right things are the same.

Dead Wrong - I'm doing the best that I could, trying my best to be understood.

Fall Away - You fall away from your past, But it's following you.

Heaven Forbid - Heaven forbid you end up alone, you don't know why, Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright

How To Save A Life - Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness.

Hundred - So this is where you are, and this is where I am, somewhere between, unsure and a hundred

Over My Head - Everyone knows, I'm in over my head, with eight seconds left in overtime, she's on your mind

Little House - Something is scratching its way out, something you wanna forget about.

Look After You - When I'm losing my control, the city spins around, You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

She Is - She is everything I need that I never knew I wanted

Trust Me - Were only taking turns holding this world, its how its always been, when youre older you will understand

She Is Love

Today, was dam funny! =) After Chemistry paper, we had nothing to do for more than 2 hours, so we spend our time talking crap. And when I say crap, it really means CRAP. N-O-N-S-E-N-S-E. And not forgeting to mention, disgusting stuffs too xP And more and more people are falling sick. Today Shim didn't come to school, and so didn't Burhan and Wei Jin. HAHAHA, there's like, this mini virus circulating in my classroom, so you better stay away from 4 Gigih xD.

This song is awesome lahhh, no matter acoustic or full band. But I like the acoustic more, cause the singer's voice is nicer during acoustic.

I taught I could at least study today but then I ended up not even going to school =.= I vommited this morning, and found out that I was still sick. I seriously can't study! Ahhh monthly test only what, xP Can get it over with help from a few good friends right?? xD

It's been such a long time since I last updated my blog. I've been busy lah. Hahaha... anyways last Saturday was Gerkorama. Hmm the event was sad la. Really. Hahaha, not as grand as what the school expected. And I would like to thank those who were there who supported us during our performance. xD You guys are awesome lah! "Shsshh girl, shut your lips, do the helen keller, and talk with your hips!" xD . Well but I seriously think it was a waste of time performing during Gerkorama. Hahaha, was aching to pull out but then I realised I had already told many people about our performance and I didn't want them to turn up on that day, listening to news that I'm no more performing. x)

Anyways back to Gerkorama, firstly the paintball area was too small, the helicopter never turned up, getting into the ghost house seemed to take ages, so overall it was boring lah actually. The only good thing that happened on that day is BUNKFACE. I think I'm gonna get their album. xD Preety much awesome-ness from them. Punk-rock at its best xD. Their tunes are dam catchy, and also very very energetic. But I pity those who came to watch Bunkface and were made to wait so long.

Next up was Youth Nite.
It was, sleepy? Hahaha, well because I had spend almost the whole day under the sun during Gerkorama, was kinda tired during Youth Nite. LC featuring AMY was awesome! Hahaha, I think they should install her as their singer permanently. Then the dancefloor was err crazy? Haha, sorry to say this but it became something like a mini-clubbing session? Ahhh who cares anyways, hahaha, was dam tired so I don't really remember what I did that night xD

And not to forget ICC's first project of the year which is the farewell party for seniors. Hmm I wonder why so less people turned up. We were having a party to appreciate the work you guys did, and you guys don't turn up? Saddening. Well, anyways, it went preety smoothly, and most importantly WE HAD FUN! And I have to learn to stop eating all the time? Cause I wonder how I can eat so much these days.. xP

Gan Chew Hong. Hahaha, thanks a lot for listening to whatever I had to say these past few days and thanks for the advice you gave me. You clearly have made me feel better in so many ways. Hahaha, although you barely know me you've still been so good to me so thanks a lot! =)

And people, please get the term friendship into your heads, can? I can't go kao-ing every girl there is right? Can't I have a friend from the opposite sex for once? Ish ish, susahhhh betul =.= *Close-minded-ness*







AND I WAS FORCED TO WEAR A SAREE DURING THE FAREWELL PARTY!!! PFFT!!

Shittttttttttttttttt, I can't sleep =( All the past just had to come back to me... Lolz, it was friggin two years ago, get over it =.=

I love it when people twist things, like this :

Nothing ever goes my way. I have to work very hard to get things going the way I want it. Sometimes I feel I just need a lil bit of luck, cause things never go smoothly for me. Am I jinxed? maybe. I need help right now. I just need a lil bit of LUCK!

I pretend to be someone I'm not at times. Why do I do so? Cause things never go my way.
I make really stupid decisions at times, you know why? cause things never go my way =(

Hahahaha funnyyyyy....

Okay since my bro came back, he realised that I love to be online. And he introduced me to this Indonesian song, (he stays in Indonesia xD) And I ROFL-ed with the lyrics... Lolz... He help me translate part of it lah... xD To those who understand then it would be funny... =)

Heck, I think Literature is interesting =) Teacher called off I don't wanna miss a thing! Muahahaha! xD Bernasnya plan ku xD... I FREAKING CAN'T SING THAT SONG OKAYY!!! I just didn't know how to tell it to teacher.... You saw how "serious" was I when I was singing that?? xD So faham faham sendiri lahhhh.... We never wanted to perform the song lahh, its teacher who wanted it... So......... I was very "serious" about it kayy... hahahaha... But I feel bad for doing what I did lahh, I had no other way than to tell her I don't want to sing that song. So I used a nicer way =)

Got scolded by mum today. Haha coz I complained about sore throat. Been having it for the past few days edi. Drank too much of ice. xD. Was fucking painful when I sang, and it's still there. Hopefully by Saturday everything will be fine xD

Put a smile on my face =)

No it don't, come easy, no it don't, come fast.
Lock me up inside your garden, take me to the riverside.

Fire, burning me up, desire, taking me so much higher...
And leaving me whole....

There you were, in your black dress, moving slow through the sadness.
I could watch you dance for hours, I could take you by my side.

Haha, some funny crap =)

Lolz, this is funny.... hahaha... Our first try on Don't Trust Me, I think it's funny.... Lolz..... We had fun playing that song.... Btw you can see Mr. Nicholas Ng and Jerry syiok-sendiri-ing somewhere in the video.... lolz.... Btw thanks to them la, they help us comment on the songs we're gonna perform on gerkorama... xD Well, LC is the brother to CU mah... xD

Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

The lyrics of this song, are effing killing me wehhh... Well I guess it's just one of those days where I miss you, it kills me cause you just left like that, without even giving me a call or a simple text.... =( I know I know you may have been busy or what, and I try telling myself I'm over you and all, but stilllll, It's dam hard okay..... Nevermind, anyways you people should really ignore certain posts in my blog, seriously, its just me blabbing alone... Hahaa....=.= I'm serious......




Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit n' run,
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burnin' up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh so bad it hurt,
But girl in case you haven't heard

[Chorus]
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight
So don't call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye

There's just one thing that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now it's over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinnin' on a roller coaster ride
The world, stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy everytime we touched,
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush

[Chorus]

All the time I wasted on you,
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, but now I'm sober

Don't trust a hoe =)

Looking back, you were the only one who actually LIKED me for who I am, not how I looked or what. No matter how ugly I am or how lame I was, you still actually cared for me. But every good thing must have a defect right? Haha.... Well, as Augustana said, "It's been one year and fourteen months, but I still ain't over you xD"

Come to think of it, I have very less people to put trust in. People are changing, seriously. I feel they're becoming more and more, weird? Or issit just me? Ahh screw it lah, at least I have Concept. xD. I'm seriously enjoying it. I think I've finally met my people. xD. I LOVE CONCEPT AND EVERYONE IN IT! No matter how we suck.... HAHAHAHAHA....

Sweeeeet =)

Awesome-ness, this is how an acoustic show should be like.....



On a random note, I fell into a drain today, and laughed at myself. One of the Malay bands is awesomeshitz. Ex ACS students, I think they are some professional band la, their vocalist is effing awesome weh.... Get ready to be impressed. I think they can be better than Bunkface. Hahaha....

Did I just make a really bad decision? Cause I truly regret it now. It's good and bad in a way. Why did I do it in the first place? Maybe cause I couldn't do anything else at that time. It was a desperate measure. Gosh, why me? Seriously, why me? Why can't things just go smoothly for me? Cause they never did.......

Just came back from my awesome drummer's house. xD. We jammed. We were good. Chan, PLEASE WORK ON YOUR TIMING AND CONCENTRATE WHEN WE ARE PLAYING, OTHERWISE YOU ARE DAMN GOOD. So basically I spent my whole day in Pahang today. Went to some temple, seriously looked misplaced. Okay first my bro didn't have slippers so he took mine, and I had no other choice but to wear my converse. It was dam weird la kay. Lolz going into some rural area looking like some rock star =.=

Today at mamak, Matthew was ordering something and there was this lady beside him. She kept flirting with him xD Actually she didn't, it was me who was making inside jokes to Shim because she kept smiling at him. HAHAHAHA, so I was like... "Dei dei, MILF dei!!" HAHAHAHAHA... WTF lah...... And that ESSO mamak is dam fucked up. Matt and Jerry ordered nasi lemak which didn't even turn up at the end. Hahahaha..

I'm havin the stupid rehearsal, plus F1 meeting tomorrow, I know I'm deprived from sleep, but I'm still here, blogging..... xD

P.S : Facebook on mobile is damn laggy, tried it today using my bro's Blackberry, which is effing
complicating to use...... Then also surfed the net with my dad's phone, they're gonna get
shocked when they see their bills this month. xD